I have a mild case of writers block so i resorted to a word generator…it’s the perfect resource considering the concept of the blog *shrug*
A few weeks ago I met a girl, not relevant enough to assign a nickname as this will likely be her only appearance. So we hit it off initially, had quite a few things in common but not too much. We went out on a date, a poetry slam she suggested. While I’m not a big fan of spoken word, I didn’t have much else to do that night why not? It was okay, I enjoyed some poets and kept sarcastic remarks to myself while she damn near caught the holy ghost next to me. She wasn’t pleased with my lack of enthusiasm, and the date went south from there. I didn’t hear from her for a week, didn’t phase me too much, I had lost interest after some other things she had told me. She randomly hit me up asking to borrow money, I declined, I haven’t heard from her since. Beaches be tripping.
She doesn’t work so that was reason enough to decline, but aside from that I simply don’t like lending money. I’ll give it away before I loan it, I don’t like owing people already I couldn’t put someone else in that position. I have mental logs of who owes me what (about $1400 from 6 people) but it wouldn’t even be worth my time or effort to pull the tab, maybe this is how China feels. Charge it to the game, I suppose.
Some people I’m sure would pay me back if they could, others I’m convinced just made a quick come up at my expense (pun intended). Myself I’m reluctant to borrow anything, I did enough of that from Sallie Mae and Stafford. Back in the day, I would
steal borrow my father’s albums copy them and give it right back, I don’t like to have anybody’s anything too long. Then not too long ago I used a friends truck to pick up a couch I bought, he said I could have it overnight, I got it back to him within the next 2 hours. I don’t like having other people’s things, or feeling indebted to someone else. I’m weird like that. The other part is pride, I don’t like to borrow because I don’t like to humble myself to ask. There’s only 2-3 people I would honestly go to if needed, and even technically they owe me already. Speaking of borrowing, my neighbor still has my The Wire DVDs, -__- I hate lending.